There's something in me quite revolting now
to living in your “reign”, where you are boss,
it overlooks (on purpose?) what’s somehow
self-evident and obvious - which costs
it life, and love, and light within this world
of yours [which has been spesh’ly made for us
a womb for foetal humans till we’re hurled
out through the birth canal with all the fuss
of losing that old life we’ve settled with -
as long as we ignore our highest dreams
and aspects of experience with myth
and facts in that old world - as it now seems…]
I think I'm like an addict with a twist,
a bend towards “just getting what I want”
assuming I know all - since I exist -
instead of trusting who knows more, respond-
ing as if I were not the source itself,
but junior partner in this partnership,
who trusts the one who demonstrates good health
and knows in practice much more than a quip,
the cool response. His is the ONE (& two),
of forward steps, most excellent way through..
through all the worst this world could throw our way,
a cross the path of suffering “no pay”
because the path of HESED love just gives,
transactions are the way before it lives,
mechanical connections - just the start,
but sharing life is sharing beating heart.
So taking up, de-ter-min-ed-ly so,
a disciplined response that brings on pain,
curtailing all my options, as the go;
I’ll do for good, and then do it again
each day I live, because this “from above”
life that you share with me, from your own heart
of broken, deeply speared through (not by love -
by “our desires” when they are kept apart
from you), creative love, both Dad & Mum
of little children whose most greatest need
is just to soak, reflecting on, what comes
from source of light and love. You we will heed!
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