At times I find myself got caught up in -
in something that feels nat-u-ral at times,
that's nach'ral for an animal that's been
an animal, with no larger entwines.
The pull, of it's desires, balanced out,
becomes its main (& only?) motive force.
It might sometimes want quiet, or to shout,
but in my case I'm managing because
I see (somehow) that if I hold this "want",
& keep it back a bit (while others thrive)
it can be gratified - (I'm no savant).
Some tension from delay I have survived.
This is the way of animal-man me;
& natural enough. Though now I see,
most excellent, and focused in on he,
who did the will of "Goodness" - a way free!
Creative love itself this higher way,
is focused on a bigger goal than self.
"It works as one, together." I would say.
And worries not about its strength & health.
If I, who's im-mature (as I am)
get caught up mechanistic'ly in life,
and coming to my self, see this whole sham,
this backward step (I now see that it's rife);
I simply change the gear, and move along,
I cannot stay in first and get much speed.
And think not much "What ge-ar?" - sing a song,
enjoy this journey, with all that I need!
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