Tuesday, 5 July 2022

Evening Meditation 220705 chance2grow

chance2grow



Oh God, what was that happening tonight?

I felt so disrespected by someone.

A person whom I love. I didn't fight,

but felt so empty, hollow. I've begun


to see something, but prob'ly still a lot

to learn of how love works, I wonder if

I'll ever learn. No! Given that a god

has taken me as "son", I've got a whiff


of what creative love has got in mind.

"Like Father, so like son" 'sa kind of fate.

And I will trust creative love to find

a way to do what can't be done. A gate,


or door is opened.., which means I can't wait.

But I will wait, will wait, upon the Boss,

the Lord of all creating, who talks straight.

So that's the end of thinking of my loss-


es, I will think of the next step for me

in learning to do love creatively,

not for myself, or my prowess to be

increased, at least not what's most basic'ly


the motivating, energising force.

I'll try the kind of thing that love would do.

And if it is rejected (well, of course

that is a possibility, anew),


I'll copy who committed himself to

the faithful-est creator that there is.

and went on doing all the good he knew,

and when he didn't, he'd look up for wis-


dom, and the word to now sustain those who

are weary of the way things are with them.

He is the one I would be yolked up to,

my teacher lets me pull upon his hem.



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